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you need to sleep.

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you need to sleep. (playlist)

This comment section gives me hope and is proof that HUMANITY STILL EXISTS.

— @darluh1712

you can listen to my playlist on spotify & apple music :)

https://shesgone.lnk.to/Apple-Spotify

I was only twelve.
I was his nephew, but I guess that didn't matter.
The only thing that mattered was that I could be used. A doll for his desires.
Later, my cousin did the same.
My body didn't belong to me anymore.
All I wanted was to feel safe and loved. Instead, I felt ashamed. Like I had done something wrong.
I couldn't talk about it. I couldn't ask for help.
So I took it out on myself.
I cut myself. I burned my skin. I smoked and put cigarettes out on my body. I used codeine to forget.
Sometimes I wanted to end everything.
I spent years thinking I deserved to be assulted. Thinking I was a bad person.
I felt like if I didn't die, then I had to become what they had turned me into. Someone to be used.
What happened to me was six years ago, but it never really left. Even now, with medication, It's still overwhelming.
I'm 18 now, and I'm just happy to be here. I wish everyone to be happy specially people who went through the same thing as me :)

— @mona0325-u1l

music to calm your soul, to fall asleep to or to overthink.

i hope you can emerge into the beautiful tones of our talented artists. ❤️

49:00

— @vendejack

all music is created by real artists.

For everyone here know that it gets better and you may be thinking why should I trust a stranger on the internet that I don’t know well to that I say trust is a valuable thing only give it too the people that matter the most and don’t be scared of heartbreak because one of my favourite quotes are “don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happend” everything is natural and sometime it is out of your control also feelings are important this world is horrible and a pain in the ass but some people are here to comfort you goodnight my loves I’m proud of you for making it through today promise me you’ll be here tomorrow night okay because people will miss you dearly if you- just relax and know that everything will be fine

I’m sorry if what I have said here makes no sense I am truly sorry I had not read it back though

— @Declan_1s_aBUM

ig: @julezambient

mail: prdjulez@gmail.com

Dame we all relate don’t we

— @Joseph-o1r1o

#ambient #music #sad #playlist #snowfall

3th night alone, I still smell her scent I still feel her warmth I sometimes still hear her breath I know it'll get better but I thought she would be there whilst I was getting better

— @Lorenzo-yb8vu

More User Perspectives

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GUYS THERE IS A SCREAMER IN THE VIDEO BE WARNED

@ВладимирДыга-ы8ю
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Really looking for a good friend, might be awkward and childish but let's give it a try, if anyone interested drop a reply. 😄

@anantkumar4370
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I'm tired of war and tired of the news. It hurts me to read about what is happening in my home countries, I am afraid for my grandmother and uncle, I can’t even call her. I want all this to end, I want to go to Ukraine and meet my grandmother and uncle, hug them finally. I haven't become a successful person in my years, as my grandmother would probably like, but I just want to see her, I'm afraid that I won't be able to do this and that will only make things worse. I want to go to Ukraine, I love Kharkov, I love the post-Soviet streets of Russia and Ukraine, I love my native countries, I love their nature, I love fields and forests, I love my mom and dad, even though I'm not the best person for them and I'm ashamed of it, but I still love them, even if one day they would reject me, even if they hated me, I can't help but love them, even if I behave unbearably. I don't like the fact that Russians are forced to hate Ukrainians, and that Ukrainians also hate Russians. I don't want war, and no one wants it except the rulers and the terrible people. I just hope this will all end soon...

@ilovenyancattt
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I’m a 15 year old from India, had everything he could have ever wanted, foreign trips, eat whatever, sleep whenever, all whatever and get whatever. All my parents asked in return was for me to study. And yet here I am, still planning comeback stories, pending assignments and sessions which I didn’t complete even tho I was given abundant of time. Last year and this year now my grades are falling and the class I’m currently in decides everything. I carry immense regret and shame, I try to fix it put it never works nothing works. My parents believe in my lies, that I’m studying and working hard. I mentally beat myself to tears every night. I can’t do this anymore, I want peace, I want distance, just sleep and never wake up

@Indonesianbeef
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왜 아무도 우리에게 행복해지는 방법을 알려주지 않을까요..

@수줍은수증기-w6f
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Худею со 125кг до 85кг, борюсь с депрессией и погашаю долги. Уже на отметке 117кг, начал пить антидепрессанты, но с долгами пока ничего не изменилось.

Такие видео помогают мне спокойно спать и помнить о том, что в одно время со мной сотни людей борются с чем-то, и молятся за друг друга. Желаю всем дойти до конца. Спасибо

@troe_detei
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im 16 and tomorrow im giving an entrance exam for a school ive been wanting to get into
ive been practicing for about 20 days and im so nervous to the point i cant sleep
the main reason i want to get into it is that my partner goes to that school and for a chance to turn my education around

@delgerdom1270
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I have this lingering pain in my heart. I have friends and family but I can't tell them how I really feel. I have them but I feel so alone. I have them but I feel ignored. It seems like they do not care how I feel. For them, I am strong. For them, I do not need any support. But what they do not know is that I am tired, or rather exhausted. I am exhausted to be considered strong. I am not. I need their support. I need their help. Why can't they feel that? What really saddens me is that they have never ever asked me if I am okay. I am not okay. I am exhausted. I feel so much pressure.

@Sailor_Moon_007
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Im glad i found this video, i forgot the feeling on how sounds like this keep me in peace. Especially tonight just broke up with my girlfriend of almost 3 years. I dont know still how to feel that i got cheated on.

@Proetsola
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anxiety has been running my life for years. this video and comment section makes me feel the calmness i wish i felt all the time.

@skyxvr1119
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Dude if I can find finally find her after all this trial and error then I won't have to do this anymore I just want a friend who i can make a future with bro 4:00

@Colgraff22
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Just know that it's everyone's first time living this life we're living. You can be 10 you can be 20 you can be 50, but it's still our first time experiencing all of this. You'll always have a daily purpose, wether its a small purpose or big purpose. Purpose is equally as important as any purpose. Hug those around you or just verbally announce your love. Don't take anything for granted appreciate those who stand next to you. Idk who is reading this but.. you. reading this without emotion, you matter more than you can ever imagine. yeah these are just words from a stranger but this small moment that I'm taking from you is my way of connecting me to you in a way. Such a huge planet and so many people we'll never meet yet this tiny moment is connecting us even if it's just for this tiny moment, we can bond and care for each other even if it's just words for a tiny moment. I love you who ever you are. Thank you for reading this and bonding with me.


Richeliew ~ 6/16/2026 12:44 am

@Kureiiji
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I'm so tired of feeling alone

@pusheenflan
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i do need to sleep.

@viggovanmalsen6054
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tipp from <3 amanita muscaria ❤ thank me later c: .

@user-ti8qg4fp8z
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I miss everything.

@GreggyAck
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All gonna be ok we all need time patience and good thoughts and believe more in our own self and in our future

@sakuraya8060
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Waking up 1pm like waking up in a nightmare and I decide to ruin my sleep schedule by opening and watching some video, and somehow... I end up here.

Internet is such a wonderful things to happen for me. I love every inch of it, love y'all and goodnight everyone.

01:13AM 16/06/26

@rusdiencan7
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I hope this comment reaches people, Honestly religious or not, God loves you. Thats the truth whenever I listen to some music like this because im tired or sad I always find myself speaking to God sometimes just laying there speaking in my head, sometimes tearing up but its always God. I saw a comment above about a man who just divorced and I believe his story can be a beautiful testimony and I hope the best for him. Anyway the main thing I somehow never felt all alone in quiet moments since i have turned to God, and im still learning i still need so much to work on, but God is patient with us all❤🙏

@bulga14
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played this every night 💞

@aesti_l
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О панелька слева

@Жекабульба-м7з
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Don't know if someone is reading this, but if you are: You are amazing and beautiful! I believe in you! 💗 Wishing you a good day my friend.

@daisy23223
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Tired...

@winterfrost2467
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Rip Oliver tree

@Hey_hey777
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The timing of finding this on my recommended is very concerning

@bigmike125
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Lundi 15 juin 2026, 04:36

Après une demi-bouteille de liqueur, un anxiolytique et un antidépresseur, encore un soir où le sommeil s'enfuit. Comme si même la paix de quelques heures de sommeil semblait vouloir, elle aussi, m'éviter.

En quelques minutes, j'ai l'envie que ce sommeil m'attrape et ne me libère jamais, et l'instant d'après, l'envie de me battre pour me sortir du trou dans lequel j'ai l'impression d'être depuis si longtemps, si longtemps que j'en oublie même quand j'ai atterri dedans...

Après ma dernière rupture avec la femme qui, je pensais, allait être la femme de ma vie et avec laquelle j'ai partagé 8 ans de vie, 8 ans... ça passe si vite que les flash-backs me transpercent comme un couteau en fusion transperce la glace... ou alors quand je me suis aperçu que je ne réussissais rien, peut-être que c'est un peu de tout ça qui m'a mené ici... J'en sais rien, je sais plus, je laisse ce message pour que peut-être un jour quelqu'un le trouve, peut-être que ce jour-là je me serai relevé, ou peut-être que j'aurai définitivement baissé les bras... J'en sais rien, je sais plus... Tout ce que je sais, c'est que je vous souhaite à tous, malgré vos épreuves, votre passé, votre futur, votre vécu, d'aller bien ou de trouver la force d'aller mieux. La vie est courte, il paraît qu'elle est belle, alors si on peut la toucher du bout des doigts, c'est encore mieux.

Vous lire m'a fait du bien, écrire ici et laisser cette petite pierre dans ce mur aussi...

Portez-vous bien, faites attention à vous et à vos proches...

04:44

@levestre
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I think I messed up again ive been talking to a girl trying to find love again for the first time in 6 years ive opened up to her and now......silence as it always seems to go im so tired of trying too find that special someone, and family is far and some family has passed on and love has forsaken me again. Sorry for the rant 😞 im just hurting alot and cant show it.

@burnout10297
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I'm at the lowest point in my life, just like I was eight months ago. Nothing has changed. However, I do have moments when I'm truly happy. And those are the ones spent with my friends. I'm a very quiet, shy, and insecure person, but two years ago a childhood friend introduced me to his group, and it was the best thing that could have happened to me. Sure, my mood has gotten worse over the past two years, but if I hadn't met them, I probably wouldn't exist anymore. It happened by chance, and I think it can happen to anyone, maybe not in the same way, but I'm sure everyone, sooner or later, will find people they can genuinely enjoy being with. Now that it's summer and I'm off from school for a short time, I want to try not to think too much about the future. I try to keep me busy with drawing, playing the piano, and other things, even if deep down I don't feel like it. I hope things will be better in September or October, because otherwise I really wouldn't know what to do. It's weird, first I talk about how important friends are, then how lost I feel and how I'm moving forward as if I had a blindfold on. This was just a little rant; if you read it, you'll know a little about me, even if you live on the other side of the world. I'll use a translator because I don't speak English very well, but I hope everything is clear and understandable. Goodnight and good luck.

@Davide37240
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От меня ушла девушка с которой я был вместе два года и пару месяцев. Она сказала мне, что любит меня как друга. Это случилось в мой день рождения. Прошло уже 4 месяца с того момента. 2 месяца назад я потерял работу, это случилось не из-за моей ошибки, просто обстоятельства. Я был совершенно разбит. Иногда я чувствую себя очень одиноко и не вижу никакой надежды. Я просто хочу, чтобы у меня всё наладилось. Я хочу отпустить её, но иногда воспоминания бьют очень больно. Я надеюсь когда-нибудь взглянуть на этот комментарий с мыслью о том, что хорошо что это всё уже позади.

@Prototype6890
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Good bro

@Justice_Kiss
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Not every silence is empty; some of it is rest your mind has been refusing to take.

If this is where your thoughts go at night, PHI is the daytime version of the same inner world: reflection, awareness, and meaning you can carry when you’re awake.

@thinkwithphi
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The song played at 1:18:49 is very impressive, can I know its name

@jang_jang_jang12
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it’s 6:35am and I can’t sleep, how does YouTube know

@lockedinreal23
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There is another life, life everlasting in Christ Jesus <3

@OrthodoxLor
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yeah, it's 7 am, I gotta sleep.

@mermaidf4n125
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Yes I do 🫩🫩

@ProjMind
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its 03:12 am , my head isnt taking time off. ive been doomscrolling all night. i dont wanna be in this hole anymore. my clothes arent washed, my room is a mess. my skin is getting bad and my hair damaged. so is my soul. they say this depression is an episode. they say it since 3 years. and i bet it was there for 6. is this really just an episode? years? it feels like ill never heal. my ocd makes my brain hurt and my heart feels so heavy. my soul is getting emptier. i try so hard to keep up with everything but its so much. im 18 now. i never thought id get here. so it got better. but did it get better or did i just stay alive? i dont want this anymore. i know i wanna be alive. but i dont wanna do this anymore. i know i wont stop myself from living or getting better. but i wish i wasnt here. i just wanna sleep. and wake up. in peace.

@leoMen-l5c
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Spreading The Gospel:

Luke 9:23- Then He said to them all, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me.❤

@CerealGoatOriginal
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Praying for all whose hearts are weary your not alone it’s only one race the human race 🫶🏾 I love you all

@VASARII_
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5:33am

We don’t really talk about how lonely life can feel, even when we’re surrounded by people. But reading through these comments, it’s comforting in a strange way, knowing I’m not the only one going through something similar.

Life will hit hard, that’s just how it is. But what really matters is how we respond to it. There are things we can control, and there are things we can’t. And honestly, a lot of what we stress over falls into the second category.

Maybe part of peace is learning to let those things go. Life is unpredictable... one moment everything feels fine, the next it can fall apart, and then somehow it keeps moving again. Everyone is moving at their own pace, and maybe there’s no need to rush or force things just because we feel behind.

If you’re here and you’re struggling, you’re not alone in this. Somehow, that alone makes things feel a little lighter.

I believe in you.

@damn7sleepy
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This music reminds me of something pleasantly good, something distant but incomprehensible, and at the same time it feels so familiar, as if I know this music but I can't remember it, and now I'm sitting and reading the comment under this video. Please note that if you don't show a child what fear of snakes is, for example, he won't be afraid of it, and when I remember I remember my childhood only because everyone was somehow not up to me, everyone was in a hurry, they were in a hurry, they were busy with their own business and now I don't understand what love is, who is a friend, who is a family, who is a leader and who is the one who will help in a difficult moment, I can not understand what it is and often many people are surprised by this and Now, when I read the comment under this video, I begin to understand the concept of family a little. Everyone shares their difficulties here, many help each other in the comments and my heart feels warm, but this is a real family, as many users say who decided to leave a comment under the video.

@АртёмЯковлев-и5ж7э
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You are not alone. We are all in this together. If you are weak, someone stronger will bear you up. If you are strong, show your strength and compassion by lifting up someone who cannot lift themselves. You are not alone. We care. I care. Peace. You are loved.

@SaltySailorJ
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it’s just a dream

@wutgg2019
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38:19 this is so good

@狡猾的狐狸狐狸