The Hidden Cost Of Esoteric Knowledge

This was breathtakingly honest, and I relate to it a lot. I’ve struggled with a lot of these things myself!! It is important to stay grounded

Researching the mandela effect gnostism near death experiences and pre birth memories gave me serious cognitive dissonance. I think most people dont want to disturb themselves so they dont research this stuff.

I'm Lucky in my spiritual journey that, I focus on Strengthening my Heart first, and the wisdom of the heart help me to handle many brutal truths about reality....😅

I thank you sir and very grateful for you making this video, it truly resonated with me 😁

I think a very useful mantra to remember comes from lyrics by The 13th Floor Elevators in Fire Engine, regarding especially the "psychedelic experience": "It will drive you out of your mind, climbing a ladder of your own design..."

Im an occult researcher of almost 30 years, and I really needed that. Truly needed that. Thank you. The stars are waking.

Action is the only answer. Knowledge is just a knowledge unless applied consistently. But the grief man, it's grieving an old version of yourself which looking back I loved dearly yet now, don't even fully recognise.

I have never commented on YouTube but this deserves a comment i would love to say i really appreciate what u did, this by itself is a form of love that shows how u really care about humans….

Jesus will guide you. The Father gives truth and knowledge in abundance, ask and you will receive.

I was around 10 years old when i started exploring the esoteric. I began to have extrasensory experiences. It was not dramatic. It was so subtle, i questioned whether they were real. I told my mother about it. She said be careful you have a streak of madness in the family. Stay connected. I backed off a bit, but never really left the path. She helped me to recognise the abyss exists, not deny it. Looking back I wonder how easy it is to fall headlong into the abyss. Perhaps the most important work I have done ie to help people manage their relationship with the abyss. The first signs of it is when your world becomes unstuck and you can no longer take for granted the simple truths that make life possible. The truths you don't ask WHY to. It simply is...or maybe not.

This video is for those of you who don't have the privilege of having my mom guide you. It's about the VOID, the abyss if you prefer. The FORCE (star wars) has a dark side, but at the end of the tunnel there is light.

you think Gojo's infinity would make someone become absolutely evil?

I hate how i am feeling like this and for past 2 months is the peak of intensity of the emotion. And i hate the fact this video is recommended to me. And i love how it helps me to feels than think.

i just got done with the intro and im gonna prefire my thank you for making this, i think i had an experience of to much learned to quickly and it completely shut me down from any conversation close to any of these topics. knowing that someone or many have had similar experience's genuinely helps

Thank you.

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If Jesus is your foundation then you can surf that wave a lot easier

This is actually something I resonate with

Very well done, may your journey continue with challenges you can overcome.

I was fortunate enough to never really fit in the world from a young age, I always felt alienated by everything around me. I lived in isolation in my early 20s, I studied history in search for answers of where I belong. In my mid 20s I recieved my spiritual calling in the form of my mother almost dying from a sudden cancer. In search of spiritual guidance I stumbled upon a youtuber who mentioned the Hermetic texts, I bought them, read them, and a seed sprouted out of me. It makes me emotional even while writing this comment. But since I already lived and still live a secluded life, my journey into the esoteric did not come at much of a cost. The only thing I partly lost was my connection with my older brother who lives a very materialistic lifestyle and whom I looked up to my entire youth.

When I leave my secluded life, I walk around society as an observer and I barely interact with people. It brings much peace and quiet to my life to be able to live like this, but fate was generous to me, to grant me this lifestyle without great challenges to overcome.

Thank you brother!

I can guarantee you haven't seen far enough, and I can guarantee they won't allow you to. I've spent the last decade rebuilding astrology from scratch - everyone is wrong and it's so by design, to the point the word astrology is more taboo than catholics abusing children.

Rahu 5th has the capacity to live in the real world but Ketu 11th will keep you grounded in the world in which you physically exist. You are trapped between the poop and the diaper. You don't want to suicide, you want to exist in a world that's beyond your physical nature. Nietzsche was Rahu 5th. All evolved Rahu 5th eventually reach the same abyss conclusion in their own words - Yami ga mitsume, Yami ga kurau.

In the human world everyone is a Sun. The Sun of man is glorified. If you become grounded you cannot relate to the glorification, resulting in the isolation. The Sun of man is not meant to be glorified, but Jupiter sells power fantasies, destroying the value of Saturn.

If you were forced to be Saturn on Earth then you're going to struggle. You're a fatherly figure in an orphanage ran by a millionaire that pays you to teach them obedience. You don't care about humans, you care about human potential to serve as a medium for the stars. You have no patience for their humanity, you only care about their physicality as a means to a higher purpose. They don't care, they're the Sun.

Only Saturn can harness the Sun's power and it's the only reason why Jupiter keeps Saturn alive. The Sun is an orphan, all it wants is a father. A father knows what's best for the children, so as Saturn you must know without asking so they feel seen, respected, attended, special. The Sun is an orphan after all, it craves attention and therefore emotional connection. Saturn trades then deep emotional connection for power.

I'm typing all this because I want you to see that you haven't seen far enough, and they won't allow you to until you're ready to die for the master.

Knowing full well this will lead to nothing... all anyone needs to know about the nature of reality is the principle of polarization (-♒+☀) --> (-♌+♒) that turns a negative value into a positive, and to be aware about the plague that is Solipsism. There's no harnessing without grounding and after grounding you have to input the prompts their system of values can process so the medium can produce the desired positive value.

12:00 this is why I say you're not allowed to see further; from this point on the video becomes Solipsistic; until you're able to tell when the change happens and learn to control it, reset your own programming to ensure you never shine the darkness you're complaining about, you won't be allowed to power. Solipsism and dying for the master are a conflict of values. The polarity is reversed by default because of Solipsism; you're not grounded so you experience grounding as a negative value. The negative experience you had is because you are unable to accept that it was always about dying for the master, not becoming the master.

For example: saying money has no real meaning but money is proxy value - it allows trading value if either party lacks specific value to trade with. This is a solipsistic point of view, not grounded. Money has absolute value because it turns all trades into positive. What you're complaining about is the exclusivity of money as the means to trade, but because it has absolute value then the system of values "self-optimized".

This is just cowardice masking as reasonability while unwittingly evaluating esoteric knowledge through the lens of liberal normativity. Esoteric knowledge is characteristicly Promethean, and therefore hubris is a part of already its aesthetic, let alone the rest. It is characteristicly inhuman, and makes that clear. You were given every warning along the way, yet it was you who became as you described. You couldn't actually break the most deeply ingrained perspectives you had. Esoterism's worldview is inherently a form of might is right, and it was you who didn't want to admit that to *yourself*. And like I said, you were given every warning along the way, the symbols of violent death are all over esoterism's body...

Best video in a while thankyou for sharing.. 👍🇦🇺

yes 😑

“-if nothing is guaranteed to matter, then everything you consciously choose matters by default.” If the world doesn’t show you hope, then it isn’t impossible, it’s your responsibility to put hope back into the world.

Thank God I found this video. Thank you!

I dont like humans anyway. Human race needs to end. Im thanos

Just sounds like you're narcissist

I'm a freemason, you don't learn f*(ck all except cooking food for the lodge and doing charity. That's about it, and a cool apron.

Thx ❤

3:49 - It’s like the penguin going to mountain, only as humans we are meant to return and share the knowledge.

We are travelers that become the bridges for other travelers

Rhymes with my experience. Thank you for sharing

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And, its a nice journey to arrive upon.



Though this is one of its very very beginning stages. Even it took years to get here.