heartbreak (playlist)

Just found out the guy I have a crush on confessed to someone else so here I am :)

My breakup was 3 years ago and I am still hurting over it. I am grateful to be able to love as deeply as I did, but the pain still lingers. I try to find him in other people. Feeling safe, giving my time to other men, my body. None of it makes people stay.

My bf of 3 and a half year just texted his ex that he wanted to try his shot and i dont even know how to feel anymore

Fun fact: Blockify also blocks those eerily targeted ads that feel like your phone is listening to you.

I miss my father he leave me when I was kid he never came back 😢😢😢 I don’t understand why he left me I’m still looking for answers!?

I never thought of looking for this playlist for the past (maybe) four years. But here I am and it hurst so fucking much.

I promise I'm not suicidal but sometimes the line gets all blurry

A boy said he didn't want to date me and a couple weeks earlyer I asked him out and he said ye and said don't tell a Soul then weeks later I gave him a rose and he through it over the fence saying he doesn't want to be my boyfriend and apparently we wearnt dating in the first place

Have everyone here experience courting someone for a whole year or more then that said person get with someone they met for one month? yeah that's my experience and it hurts so bad. Anyway any suggestions to forget that person. I try to forget her but i constantly saw myself drifting towards her photo.

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Why? Man? I loved you so much. If I could go back, I would never text you again. Goodbye love. I lost my first love maybe you were never meant to be mine. I accept that. I'm glad I could love you

He wont come even if the world was ending.He wont love me even for the hell of it.

Masih hidup ternyata

When life turns upside down.. Feeling nothing..do we suffer on earth then die to suffer in hell?so why I'm even here?just 17 but my brain is like 80 maybe I am living to heal people then die alone to live in the no where..no one gonna read this.. anyway.. we breathe until we leave..

I have so many regrets. Thinking that they would love me without ever doubting me. How could you say you love someone if you don't trust the person enough to tell them why your leaving or what's going on? They didn't even give me a chance to prove myself. He was such a coward that he had his friend tell me what was wrong because he was scared i was going to judge him and hurt him. And no i didn't. Waited a whole month for him to take a break, he pretty much stated that he wanted to try again in the future. Me thinking he meant after he came back i decided to wait for him. I was hurt but not too hurt. Then almost a month goes by, adding on that, during that month I'm trying to communicate even though I'm hurting, trying to talk to people and stay in a happy mood because I'm usually always in a happy mood and almost never in a bad mood. then one day i was playing a gacha game that was extremely fun, i was actually starting to feel better again. I was in an amazing mood that day and i wanted to play the game all day. But that got shut down real quickly, his friend who is his best friend, also basically my friend because we communicate almost all of the time because of my ex. He asked me if i was busy, i said not really so he called me and i answered. I thought that he was just going to rant about jujutsu kaisen, since there is a new season, but that wasn't the case. he told me i have some very bad news for you, i instantly knew that it was about my ex. He said you aren't going to like this, and i said okay drop it on me. He told me that my ex had no intentions of getting back together with me at all. Even though he found out that I KNEW about the thing he avoided me for and HE KNEW the response i had, so why? And the thing he was so worried about was the reason he even took some time offline and from me and other people IN THE FIRST PLACE. And yet, he still left and stayed gone. He threw me away after he got better. He says that he wants to achieve his dreams. And i guess i just wasn't apart of them. I hate throwing the word love around sometimes. It feels so fake when it doesn't come from the heart. He told me this, i probably said this already but how could you love someone but then leave them after one thing. ONE THING THAT MOST LIKELY GOT SOLVED SINCE YOU FOUND OUT THAT I KNEW?? I had no problem with what he did and honestly i wasn't even sure why he got so scared in the first place. This just proves that he must have not loved me enough if he got scared and then decided that it would be best to not be together ALL together.

i couldn't even cry because i was accompanied by his friend, so i didn't want to cry in front of him. ik its okay to cry but, i honestly have a problem with that sometimes. Nobody might not even see this but damn i feel better after typing all of this out
And if someone does actually read this. Tell me what you think, i need to know should i even communicate with him when he comes back?

To those reading. I have lived my life being hated. Bullied throughout my entire childhood and teen years. Excluded from social groups. Kicked from football teams due to rumours. I ended up finding the love of my life while volunteering at a homeless shelter. We had an incredible time. The entire time I was with her it was amazing. She was the fire to my kindling. We were together for 7 years. Living by eachothers side. She cheated on me 4 times. I still took her back. Every single time I thought I could fix what was wrong. It worked snd then I cheated on her. I made a mistake years after it. She abused me dsy in and out. Insulting me and calling me everything she could. I bit my tongue the entire time because of the love I had for her. We ended up having 2 beautiful children a 3 year old girl who is the most beautiful lady ill ever know. My youngest turned 1 today and im not able to see him.
After I cheated on her she left. I spent the entirety of 2025 working my ass of to get her back. I ended up buying into a business and owning my own shop in july. Went bankrupt and worked every day to get back up to where I am. We went on dates. Went to hotels with the kids. I fought for my business, and for my love. I got us a house 45 minites away from anyone. She finally moved in october. We got back together, I was happy. I thought she was too. I constantly asked for her to make it known to change the relationship status. She never did. She lived with me during the week and stayed at her sisters every weekend. This went for months. I had the kids extra days and didnt mind, then december come. 23rd December she had a miscarriage. She was 2 months pregnant. Then I found out it wasnt mine. And the entire time she lived witj me she had another man. I still fought for her love. Finally got her back to being good. But she never wanted to commit with me. Then 2 days ago. I found out the guys back. And shes choosing him over me. I fought, im tired. Hes been around my kids and hes an ice addict. I give up. Push through and youll be stronger. Well. I csn tell you im not. As I sit here in the bath with a knife ready to go. I wanted to document my pain. So one day my story is heard. I love my kids with all my hesrt but I cant go on. I loved her with what was left of my heart. Good luck soldiers. Ill see you in the next world.

i'm here cuz' she rejected me, i'm happy now even before with her😊

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My boyfriend just broke up with me..i still want him to be happy and free now

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we broke up quite a while ago but damn I still miss her like crazy. I always tell myself I’m over her but the hell I am not. I always tell other people I moved one but deep down I know I’m far away from that. we were a couple for more than two years and gosh how filled with love and happiness I was during that relationship. I did everything for her but she moved on and that okay cus she’s happy that’s all I want. I still love her so much.

guess my final act of love…

Kills me💔

For whoever is listening to this song and quietly wishing for something to change — remember that even waiting takes courage. You haven’t given up, and that matters. And may something good come your way soon — maybe someone you care about reaches out, or a door finally opens.

"The hardest thing about depression is that it's addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."

my boyfriend stopped loving me for no reason. Hormones ig..
still hurts though

I still miss her , I feel so stupid. I'm like persuing a dream

im going through the most hard heartbreak ive ever been. im so broken

I... i miss my best friend,,, she ummm we met like five years ago on instragram in a comment section and soon we became good and then best friend within a week like yes... we shared everything our presend out past our dark days our scars the pain thr misery everything ,, we both were failures in love but we found our happiness in friendship which was may more than friendship atleast for me ,, umm and we used to talk on daily basis and share everything ,, and its been like 5-6 months since we talked to each other , may be i said something unintentionally that hurted her more than she expected clz it came from the most unexpected person of her life ,, her calls are out of reach her insta and snapchats whatsapo all of them vanished like she never existed
I miss you every day every moment
Ita making me hard to breathe without you ... please come back i cant take this alone ..

he broke up w me and hurt me the most on my birthday so that i can leave him and hate him forever and stop clinging on to him.

If I didn't love him, maybe I wouldn't feel this pain.

I already know its over. It never got the chance to start. I must get a kick out of self-sabatoge. WHY CAN'T MY THOUGHTS JUST SHUT UP 😫

Gada orang Indo?

It broke me, but I came back stronger. Now I'm strong, yet also soft. i forgive and can let it go too. i will break again but this time i will come back quicker.

My friend died of lukemia a couple weeks ago, and today was his funeral. He was only 17, and we were only friends when I was 9 and he was 7. I wish I knew him now, but at the funeral service I saw the 7 year old boy I had fun with for a couple days in the pictures of who he was after I knew him. It’s funny, when I was there his grandma said I was his first girlfriend/crush and I just wanted to collapse and sob because he was such a sweet boy. It was around 10 years ago today (give or take) that I first met him and instead of getting to know him more I had to say goodbye forever. Until the next life, I guess 💔

I started liking an exchange student… i knew the ending would be alond and sad and now i am here. It sucks!!! It was so good 😢 i feel like love is not for me

The girl I’ve loved for so many years just disappointed me.

I miss him

It started as a joke and people started shipping him to me. Well, I started to like this person. I stalked him up on his soc med and found out that he was already in a relationship. I thought I could move on easily but it was hard since I see him almost every day. I still stalk him to see how he was doing but I ended up getting hurt. Anyway, I'll move on soonest 🙏

Since everyone is venting in the comments, I guess I’ll join.

Im currently 17 and I just broken up with. We dated for one month (me and my ex gf) and I know it’s not a long time but I feel a weird emptiness of what could’ve been. Poor communication lead to our breaks up (kinda) and I’ll be over it soon but I’m just said because when she broke up with me, she treated my like shit and now our mutual friends either avoid me or don’t talk to me at all. I can’t wait for the feeling to go away but for now, I’m just sad

It's broken

it just hurts so bad.. badly needed a hug but yeah, that's life.

It gets easier the older you get least from my experience. Maybe it's the mentality I have or the experiences I've been through but if youre looking for a singler thought to hold on to, "do better, keep moving forward, become some one you can be proud of. If youre not now then strive for greatness and obtain that feeling of being content with youre self and your life." Ambition keeps me going hopefully if you're feeling down but think the same way that reminder helps. Good luck love I'll be rooting for ya.